Breaking through… getting uncomfortable…

A million times I have gone back and forth with this. Should I write a blog, or should I not? Yes I want to write a blog but I only want to write about my thoughts, my life, my fears, expectations, anxiety, achievements, disappointments, gratitude… all my inner most deep feelings and day to day happenings and that would mean opening myself up and letting others in…

This is a real struggle for me. Am I an introvert ? I love being surrounded by people and it never drains me out, on the contrary, it peps me up. It sometimes takes me time to warm up to people though, so call me shy, but once I do warm up to them, I have a lot to say. So, no, I don’t think I an introvert. But even then, its hard for me to really open up to people and talk about my life and feelings.

I find it easier to talk about politics or cooking or any other general issues and it helps that I am considerably well caught up with current events so starting a conversation or keeping a conversation going is not very hard for me. That said, I take longer to make real connections with people and it is something I am striving to break through.

So really deciding to get my own blog up and writing about my life is a big deal for me and I am hoping it will get easier with time and help my personality evolve.

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